Monday, July 29, 2013
1 in a million
Capri drank 9ccs out of a bottle this morning and 11cc's out of a bottle this afternoon. Today is the first day she has really drank from a bottle, again I am a proud mama! Its slow but its progress.
For all of my friends, neighbors family etc. Two weeks ago I wrote about how I couldn't/didn't want to talk to anyone. I am okay now. Our prognosis has changed drastically and I am taking medication to help me cope with all of this. In the last 2 days I have had several people tell me they were scared to call me or come over. I love all of the support we have been given and welcome visitors. Im still not who I was 2 months ago, however I probably won't ever be who I was 2 months ago. Capri has changed our lives. I am somewhat normalish though so please don't think Im still the crazy lady that cant handle being talked to.
Writing this blog has helped me cope with all of the things going on in my life. It is also a very hard thing to do. Putting out all of my emotions, deepest thoughts and most likely sharing to much information is something I have had to think long and hard about. I read and re read every blog I write trying to decide if what I am writing is ok to publish to the world. In the end however, I have had sooo many people tell me that my story has inspired them and that they read this blog everyday. For that reason, I am okay putting all of this out there for anyone to see. I hope our story will give other parents hope when there is no hope to turn too.