|watching my baby get into an ambulance and drive away without me was one of the hardest things i have done so far. I just want to always be there to protect her, to make her feel safe.|
This morning Dr. Cowley called me again to let me know the results of her holter monitor were in. We hooked her up to an EKG for 24 hours to monitor her heart spikes. The results showed that she is having small episodes of SVT all day long. We will increase another one of her meds and again.. watch and see.
On top of everything, today my grandmother came to down to get some tests done at Huntsman cancer center. After a day full of poking and prodding they diagnosed her with ovarian cancer. She will need to do a stress test on her heart tomorrow to make sure she is strong enough to handle surgery and if all goes well she will go in for a full hysterectomy Tuesday morning. If you have ever met my grandmother you know that she is the spunkiest tell you how it is no fluff kind of person. There is never a dull moment when Buba is around. Whether its sitting at a restaurant watching her threaten to dump a glass of water down your shirt because you are on your phone, to really starting a food fight in the middle of that restaurant because her brother was being a turd. I love every moment i get to spend with her and i can not imagine my life with out her. I know i have asked all of you for so much over the last few months and I would be lying if i said this was the last time I was going to need help but if you have a free second to send a good vibe, think a good thought or say a little prayer to keep my grandma safe and to have this be a type of cancer she can beat I would be so grateful. I need my grandma around for a long time. She needs to be here to watch my kids get married and tell there significant others embarrassing stories. She is too good of a person to leave this earth right now. I need her for my sanity so please.. if you have a few good vibes just laying around please send them our way.